A thousand Miles

And she walked a thousand miles only to find that the insecurities she initially ran from were still there alive and well. The days when she hated to look in the mirror because the person staring back at her absolutely repulsed her. The thoughts that ran through her mind just at the sight of her picture continue to populate the back of her mind. Her not so former anxieties became her seducer into self hatred and it was without out a doubt that she would reside there. and she walked a thousand miles only to find that it had been done in vain because her lackadaisical mind was no match for the conquistador called abhorrence. She no longer dreamed that things would change because no matter what the circumstances it all remains the same . She will never be worthy of an unconditional love not even from herself so instead she walks around in the dark hoping that she will disappear because she is already mentally invisible